Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Hello Fall

Yesterday was one of Alison's favorite day. She would get all her things out, light candles, and drink some cinder. The picture that I have of her goes even better now because it goes with all of the decorations. I can still see Tom and Alison's house in my head when I went in October 2006. It smelled so good, it look so cute with all her fall decorations out. I know that life has been hard but I have found ways to help me get through this. The pain will never go away, thoughts of her still run through my head, and I know that she is watching over me. I still have my good days and my bad days but I also know that she would want me to stay strong, and be strong. I love and miss you Alison.

4 comments:

kblum said...

Thought of her alot yesterday too. Fall she loved it!!!

Kimberly said...

I hear ya! I cannot imagine how hard it must be for you all. I have not gotten my pumplkins and candles out that she bought me. I don't know why. In part because I am busy but maybe more so because I am afraid of how I will react when I see them. I pray for the days when the pain will be less for you all. When good memories and happiness will clud the bad memories and the sadness. Hang in there and keep living life!

Kimberly

Anonymous said...

She so loved this time of year. I am trying to decorate my house to remind me of her more. I am not so good at the fall things but she made me things for christmas that I can't wait to put out.

Marissa (Lauren

Addi said...

I thought of Alison and you and Tom and your whole family this week when I lit my pumpkin candles. Still praying...